Just Me

I talked to you the other day
Saw you found a new boy
Could I have apologized then?
No. But that's just me.
Dont know why you pursued interest
But you still knew I cared
Undercovered that shell I kept so well
I said "Whatever that's just me."

Cold winter nights keep coming
But the armor never fades.
I let that wind consume me long ago
But that fire burns bright, too damn bright.

You heard I cleaned up a little bit
What could have fooled you into thinking that?
You know I lie in external situations
I dont care though, that's just me.
Claimed you didn't a knight in shining armor
In order to satisfy whatever you needed
But you wanted to save me, change me.
My cyicism wins again my dear, the armor says stong.
But you know that's just me

Cold winter nights keep coming
But the armor never fades.
I let that wind consume me long ago
But that fire burns bright, too damn bright.

Sunny May afternoons bring you and him together
I sleep and hope to God for stormy weather
Why the fuck did I cut a deal with the cold?
Is it really because its just me?
Hoping you come back for one final try
Saying I know you and I will make this right
Id say dear, I've already let you go to win the fight
To prove to you that it's just me.